It's Getting Cold Outside

This is a completely random thought, but we all know how the weather in the South is crazy. It can be the dead of winter and people are wearing shorts and flip flops...But the next day is freezing and you are scraping ice off your windshield.

This is analogy of how I feel about my spiritual life sometimes. Some days it's on fire and the next day I find myself growing complacent and struggling to care. Some weeks I do my quiet time everyday with out ceasing but the next week I find myself making up excuses to even read a small passage.

Just a thought...

In

college acceptances

no homework

finding time to blog

& work out

best friends

subway

cute clothes

quiet

skype

Out

waiting to hear from colleges

know- it- alls

complacency

sore throats

broken cameras

messy rooms

B's on tests

bright skinny jeans

Half Way to Somewhere

Well I haven't posted in a while so why not add regular blogging to the list of new year resolutions?

Senior year is officially half way done. I can't decide how to feel about this. I'm sad to leave my friends, but so excited to start something new and meet new people. Sometimes I find myself wondering about the person I will become, and other times I find myself clinging to my childhood refusing to venture out into this dark world. Am I ready to face the approaching challenges? Can I handle them? Am I prepared?

The thought of having absolutley NO clue where I will be next year is killing me. I'm not the kinda girl to just float around and see where life takes me. I want to know exactly what I will be doingI'm half way to somewhere, but where...no one knows.

Thankfully, I just got accepted to GCSU (Georgia College & State University), a serious mouth full. That is always an option. I suppose all I can do is tell myself that I can do anything and look forward to this new chapter of my life...actually more like a entirely new book.